ive got my outfit picked out for hospital
shoes with no laces
and a notebook without spirals
i wont put anything around my neck
put a gun to my head
or jump from a building
im not going to kill myself
but if you give me pills i will take them all
and if you drive with me fast in your car
i wont ask you to slow down
i will puke up all my meals
and drink mouth wash until my heart is cold
smile through it all
dont worry though
i wont kill myself
but i dont care if i die
how to have terrible posture and constantly look tired and indifferent a book written by me
